A Rotting Heart Began To Pulse...

 

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Devote yourself to crushing dreams and ideals

I rip out your mask of lies now

An ache lodges in my back, dancing and flirting

A rotting heart began to pulse...


An impulse to shiver until my eardrums burst

'Your drive me completely mad!' my throbbing becomes violent

With your twisted ideals... show! reveal yourself!


Don't hide anymore! feel you...sixtynine...

Bustard lame faker...feel you...nasty dance...


Like moonlight on velvet, the colour of your red dirty blood hotly boiling

Like delusions being stained blacker, so it the meaning of your life with unfading sin


Don't hide anymore! feel you...sixtynine...

Bustard lame faker...feel you...nasty dance...


Stardust dances a rondo, till the dancing darkness breaks down, you're burdend with your unerasable sins

Like a heroine of your own movie, you conceal your invisible wound and laugh, like you're casting off skin

A rondo of sinners, let's play a song of the moon and pity...lighting our way to tomorrow...


D'espairsRay - SIXty∞NINe


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Skin by Nar Mattaru - Freyja 

Shape by Arana - Aima (with Lilly Lel Evo X & Reborn)

Hair by Augenweide - Simplicity She Said 

Hairbase by Just Magnetized - Francesca 

Eyeshadows by Just Magnetized - Sundew 

Eyebags by Arana - Undead  

Eyebags by Suicidal Unborn - Tired 

Lashes by Void - Demure

Horns by Nosferatum - Jaculus Spiked Horns

Shoulder & Headpieces by Zibska - Morena Set

Halo by Just Tony - Spider Halo

Tatto by Dappa - Demon Tattoo

Pose by piXit 

We The Fallen

 



I am the fire : born of agony

I am the gun : the antagonist 

The forgotten son

Strip me of life

Tear from flesh and peel from bone

Bleeding tears, i still see through

Where these eyes were sewn

Wings spread from the

Ashes of your anguish shroud this

Blackened earth in eternal dusk

Refuse the bitterness

Extinguishing the flame from the heart

All in the shadow

Of the heretic and the fallen stars


Out of the ashes

New fire shall burn


I am the fire : born of agony

I am the gun : the antagonist 

The forgotten son

Strip me of life

Tear from flesh and peel from bone

Bleeding tears, i still see through

Where these eyes were sewn

Wings spread from the

Ashes of your anguish shroud this

Blackened earth in eternal dusk

Oh yes father

For you i'll have this world on it's knees

Oh yes father

For you i'll spread their legs

Like disease


Out of the ashes

New fire shall burn


Psyclon Nine - We the Fallen


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Dress by Belle Epoque - Nari @Satan Inc

Shoulder & Headpieces by Zibska - Morena Set @Harvest of Souls 2023

Backdrop by Varonis - DuskHall Cells

Pose by piXit - Sasha Pack

Halo by Just Tony - Spider Halo

Tatto by Dappa - Demon Tattoo

Skin by Nar Mattaru - Freyja 

Hairbase by Just Magnetized - Francesca @Sabbath Event

Shape by Arana - Aima (with Lilly Lel Evo X & Reborn)

Horns by Nosferatum - Jaculus Spiked Horns






Wild Flower



 A delicately blossomed,
A lone frost flower,
Into the warm breeze,
Peers out its head.

To the voiceless,
To the nameless,
Days gone by,
The tears flow down.

From hiding in the cold wind,
From resting under a ray of light,
You come to me once more.

Only the good memories,
Only the longing heart,
On the road you walked away from
Are standing still.

As much as will be forgotten,
As much as will be fine,
After holding back the tears through my waverings
I shall bloom again, once more.

Love is a blossoming and withering
flame that burns out.
Lest the rain washes over me,
I close my eyes.

From my youthful and fragile heart,
From my glistening memories,
I call out to you once more.

Only the good memories,
Only the longing heart,
On the road you walked away from
Are standing still.

As much as will be forgotten,
As much as will be fine,
After holding back the tears through my waverings
I shall once more…

As the world dries out
and swallows me whole,
From my fingertips
Every trace of you fades away.

As your hands leave me,
There is nothing I can do that it pains me.

As much as is left to live,
As much as has been despised,
One day when spring brings you back to me,
I shall bloom that day once more.




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- Hairpiece by Zibska - Melete Hairpiece

- Hair by Truth - Envy 

- Top by Pixicat - Holly Top 

- Bracelet by Cae - Mantra Peace Bracelet (Gift from a precious friend)

- Skin by Heaux - Ceylon


Dance With Your Demons, Witch!

 


You just like the game

You like to win the game

You know you can't stop

You won't stop

You play again

Play Rockstar

Blasting fireballs

You love the fame, love the hate

Love the pain raw


You just like the game

You just like to play

You just like the game

You just like to play

To play with fire and pain


I get high

To dance with your demons

Dance with your demons, witch!


You can never leave

You never want to leave

You know you can't stop

You won't stop

Until you feel

Feel like someone

Uninvisible

You love the light, love the night

Love the pain raw


I make you feel

Hey what do you know, baby?


Faderhead - Dance with your Demons


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MakeUp by Zibska - Anemone Makeup @We <3 Role-play
Hair by Dura - B128 @ALPHA
Necklace by |CX| Necronomic Mother
Piercings by |CX| Bali Piercings (Group Gift)
Coat by Hotdog - Feathered coat 

Crank It Up

 


A broken piece to a puzzle can never be filled in the space that is forgotten

The ends are jagged and the lines are too rigid to fit

This leaves the full picture lackluster and empty to the hand that places the piece

So the puzzle is thrown away

No longer good to the creator

But the piece is far from forgotten

The picture that could have been, is sealed to the mind of the beholder

And the creation that was never finished leaves a bitter taste in the mouth

Little did the hand that places know that the piece

Believed to be rotten

Was but the final remnant to the image that was never wanted

But always needed

This is the dead

These are the Kings

Welcome

You are the only one who sees

What's behind my eyes

Everything comes but never leaves

My mind


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Mask by Zibska - Dagrun Deux Masks @We <3 Role-play
MakeUp by Zibska - Anemone Makeup @We <3 Role-play
Hair by Dura - B128 @ALPHA
Necklace by |CX| Necronomic Mother
Coat by Hotdog - Feathered coat 

*There will be one more photo showing the makeup well 

Blinding Hope

 



Your strained heart is so ominous... 

The distorted whirling negative dawn

Good devours evil

 

Words are not enough

I won’t wake up from this dream with you for eternity

Please just keep on showing me the light that can’t be extinguished

 

This darkness blinds out our eyes

Crying out for a change

We take all this hope and fight

Come back to the light

 

To you

Can you still hear it?

The blurry voice of mine saying I'll never let you go

The blackness that enveloped you and won’t come off

Still staining you all the way down to your loneliness

This is the end of the world

 

Blinding Hope

The light that can’t be extinguished

 

Filling our dream with dazzling hope

Just the two of us right at the end of the world

 

So come

Right now with those eyes

What are you staring at?


THE GAZETTE - BLINDING HOPE


*Skip to 1:45 if you don't feel like watching the whole silent intro


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Sweater by [Gild] Worn-out sweater_black for female @The Warehouse Sale Event

Gloves by [Gild] diagonallic glove_Female_Black @The Warehouse Sale Event

Hair by Dura-B126-FA @ACCESS

Eyes Zibska [L'Homme Gift] Evo X ~ Argus 

Lipstick by Zibska Lilit Lips

Weapon by [CX] Reforged Reaper

Resuscitation



 I drew my wish in despair.


a thought that is written down by a personally

I cried a lot and thought about death.

happiness, ideals, innocence, affection


Enjoy your life.

the spirit of a word born as many as one lamented

I've had enough of self-loathing.

Accept reality and live in the present.


rare-death brain contamination

Where is my true self?

The blooming flowers were crushed to pieces.

Applause, Destruction Suicide


A gift to those who pray for suicide.

"Prove your existence,"

"Cut your own way of life,"

"Living is a painful pleasure."


It is not for whom it will change.

It's justice that changes for yourself.

That the world is not the enemy.

I will prove it to you.


Cry... 


I'll accept all your hurtful dark past.


This is where the future I paint that day lies.

Do you want to die? I want to live. That's the answer I found.


never let go of one's extended hand again

So let go of the present and say resuscitation.

"resuscitation"


rare-death brain contamination

Where is my true self?

The blooming flowers were crushed to pieces.

Applause, self-destructive Suicide


A gift to those who pray for suicide.

"Prove your existence,"

"Cut your own way of life,"

"Living is a painful pleasure."


impulsive self-loathing


To turn a blind eye to reality is not to run away.

There's no such thing as normal daily life.

Are you alive because you feel pain?

You can stick to your way of life.


I couldn't see anything.


You didn't die because you still had regrets about yourself, did you?


I was just afraid of tomorrow when I wouldn't die.


Here lies the future you laugh at that day.

Do you want to live? I want to live.the answer it found


Even if my voice dies out and I can't hear it anymore,

I kept screaming and lamenting about the present and saying "resuscitation.


If you spit it out, it's closed, and you open the door.

"I believe in ""resuscitation"""


in this world of no gods

Don't kill your own feelings.

Live, live, live, fascinate.


NAZARE - 蘇生 


*The translation of the lyrics may have errors, I did the translation myself lol


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Headpieces & Collar by Zibska - Cosette @The Liaison Collaborative

Eyeshadows by Zibska - Lana Eyemakeup @Marketplace

Lipstick by Zibska - Lilit Lips @Marketplace

Hair by VCO - Jena Hair 

Backdrop by K&S - Black angel 1 Backdrop

Top by KiB Designs - Elowen Top @Beauty Event



Watch Out

 


Don't blame, if you want, I will make it.

You know words like that in maze

Is it what you waiting for? , The knife I took out cave in, boy 

I don't get you and here comes tonight 

Unravel who's in the game? (Nuke)

It burns more, inside of me, Flame (Flame)

Unravel, who's in the game? (Prid)

Buckle up, Get rid of the gravity

No mercy here, emergency 

Like 'em all, turn it all over

Zero, one, in the gap, dancing in the dark.


We gon gon forever win, I'll give you the perfect answer

We gon gon remember, Protect our imperfections

Watch out, You'd better watch out


This is, this is how we play 

C'mon, this is how we fail 

No excuses, get away 

You're making me nuts, congratulations

Regretting or losing is losing the power,

Look at me, to you, I'll give an hour

Come in, come in, I already realized,

Dumb it, dumb it down to beat you


Make a move, Push harder for the eleven,

at once, I gotcha, baby

One more, just one more (Closer)

One more, just one more (One more)


We gon gon forever win I'll give you the perfect answer

We gon gon remember, Protect our imperfections

Watch out, You'd better watch out


You betrayed and now we're done (Done)

I don't care but you're alone


I'm up against it, we gonna break it,

It won't stop, if you want more, chase it

Bet I can forever win

Don't you know?

I'm awake, i'm bumping into you, we gonna face it,

i can't hide it, don't wanna be changed.

I won't take it no more

Ready, I won't take it no more


We gon', gon' forever win I'll give you the perfect answer

We gon', gon' remember, Protect our imperfections

Watch out, You'd better watch out


SUPERKIND (슈퍼카인드) 'WATCH OUT'


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- Horns by Zibska - Oxana Horns & Orbit @Hair Fair 2022

- Hair by Monso - Jinx Hair 

- Backdrop by Paparazzi - Reflection Room 3 

- Eyeshadow by Dernier - Hwasa 

- Skin by Utopia Skins - Umi



*None of works contain any trace of generative AI*

*None of works contain any trace of generative AI*