You want the real smile?

While I was learning to live, we all were living a lie

I guess you got what you wanted

So I will settle for a slaughterhouse soaked in blood and betrayal

It's always somebody else, somebody else was me

You want the real smile?

Or the one I used to practice not to feel like a failure?

I don’t need you to do it for me

I don't need you to understand

I don't need you to hide it from me

I just wanna feel like any other man

I won't show you the whole story

I won't show you the aftermath

I won't show you my allegory

Don't look away, here's an unexplainable one

KiB KiRi